I'm Nicola, I'm 35 (bruh) and I live near London UK.

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Capricorn stellium 👑whut whut👑

Tea is life

gif jedi

Hopeless romantic in a sceptics body

Make up obsessed

Over-user of emojis 🤪🥲

generally being sarcastic

dream: to have a French bulldog

love me some amethyst

spend most of my time rolling my eyes

Want more? k...

A firm believer in : laughter, cake, animals, the colour orange, Sterling K. Brown, eye shadow palettes, toe socks, autumn, Deep Blue Sea, spicy food, Christina Aguilera, peonies, long walks, Pinterest, cardigans, flaming hot monster munch, kindness, Tumblr aaaand writing of course.

In 2014 I was diagnosed with Obsessive Compulsive Disorder which then proceeded to take over my life for a solid three years.

In 2016 I began trying to better my mental health in the hope that it would in turn improve my life.

It's been one hell of a journey but since August 2018 I consider myself to be in recovery from OCD.

🎆 Punch the sky with me 🎆

Despite coming on leaps and bounds with regard to my OCD, depression is something that I struggle with most days. 

It is something that I am still trying to learn about and what it means for me and my life.

I'm trying my best to practice compassion toward my mental health and take each moment as it comes.

In 2017 I was diagnosed with Relapsing-Remitting Multiple Sclerosis.

I have lesions on both my brain and my spine.

It may have been some time but I'm still getting my head around this diagnosis and stuff.

It's tricky.

I'm hoping to speak more about living with MS as I think it may be helpful to some 💕

In 2020 I was told that I am experiencing “traits of EUPD”. (this was then corrected to me having EUPD in 2024)

I have been wondering for some time if I were living with bpd so finding out that I do was somewhat of a relief.

My moods are erratic. Which proves difficult for maintaining consistency with anything in my life 😒

It's an ongoing battle and something that exhausts me but I'm trying every day 💪

So.

In conclusion...😅

Since 2016 I have been working on my relationship with myself.

It hasn't been easy.

I decided to go on a journey of self-discovery.

I am learning more about myself than I ever have.

I am for the first time, prioritizing my recovery. Putting it first and foremost (most of the time - I'm still working on it! 😅)

This too is being documented on my blog and YouTube channel.

It's wonderful to look back and see how far I have come.

As of 2018, I am on a journey of healing, growing and seeking peace.

I'm finally finding myself again and I'm feeling rather badass 💪😃 

This is my little corner where I can be myself completely.

No pressure, no filtering, no added sugar, not watered down, just me and I would love to be able to help anyone along the way 😊

As always, sending you love and kickassery 😏💪💋💖